Thursday, December 25, 2008

Anuar Manan~

24th of DECEMBER 2008

I dont know why i do like to read this article.. =)
can someone explain??

Sunday, December 14, 2008

the best man will win~

im home..but i really cant online 24 renovation still continuing and we must stay at nenek's house..i want to write more about the trip, but this is really not the suitable time..maybe next week ..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

too far away..

Safe journey tomorrow!!

Sunday, November 30, 2008


House renovation... =)

Friday, November 28, 2008


im really happy today..
got good n bad news..

bad-my mom and adek dah kne demam chikungunya,after my dad n youngest brother.
good-my parents blanje tinted my car..fuh..lawa..(even xlepas jpj n sgt pnt menunggu about 2 hours)

dun worry.. i'll take picture of my car tomorrow and upload it here asap so that u can comment it..

what else,just love to see the new look of my car..sgt suke...

Thursday, November 27, 2008

flirting with disaster..

please try to understand that life isn't about looks,accomplishments, and material possessions..those things have their place, but the main purposes of life are serving others and being all we are capable of being..having a positive self image is important if we want to lead a fulfilling average looking man or woman with a solid self image lifts others up and makes life a more positive experience for themselves and others..

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

sangat2 malu..

haha..seriously funny..
n i dont' know how to cover it..bak kate buddy,"xyah cover dah.."
si jahat tu memang..xpe2..i try to make you laugh actually..haha..
for what u've gone through,hope u will tough n strong enough to face it..don't worry buddy..we'll always here for u..

my house is like tongkang pecah..phew..renovate sbnanye nk kemas..hehe..

Sunday, November 23, 2008

what should i do??

huhu..since dah dok kat umh ni,lyke dont know what to do..xde keje lgsg..ingt nk keje my parents seriously not allowed us to work..katenye nk kne blk kg raye bosan blk baling kedah..i really have no idea. why is the place is damn hot like im in the of course la neraka lagi panas kan..hee..jd angel jap..

td pg my parents gadoh ag..pening2..da xtau nk wat camne..what should i do??emm..xkn nk serang pomp tu??i just cant imagine what will happen to them next..rase cam boring dok umh xkn nk blk s.alam..tyme cuti spatotnye dok ngan klo dah camni,sape pon xthn..hmm..xpela..juz not being such a busybody person..dok umh dyam2..wat la pape yg patot..of course i'll online 24/7..huhu,..sape2 yg rase boring tu,just buzz me..of course i'll hit u back..

last wednesday,i've going back to my college..really miss my school time..a few years ago,cam rase kecik sgt kat situ,but now,fuh..dah bsr sgt..n surprisingly,all my juniors said that "kak illi sgt kurus.."haha..sgt lah berbangga..hehe..jgn jles lah titans..

to my beloved friends halimatun taha n norafiqah rifhan ramlan..
ill always luv u forever..hee..

Thursday, November 6, 2008

what happened??

Ryte now im lying on my supposedly on my desk at this for this Thursday paper ..QMT which is statistic..boring sgt kot..byk nk kne hafal like xde mood nk blaja and plus suddenly tadi, 12 sumting am my mom xcaye..slalu tyme2 camtu, she might be on her bed, siap2 nk tdo or else,dah start dreaming, i just thinking that this must be an important my mom mcm biase je..she just asking normal question.. about my exam last Thursday, my preparation for exam, duet ckop or x, batok dah baek, n mcm2 soalan biase yg dye slalu tanye..n bile cam dah nk ltak, tbe2 dye kuarkan one statement..

Mummy : i have story to tell u..

(see..da dpt agak msti ade sumting..if x, my mom xkan call tgh2 mlm bute camni..but she said that she would tell me once i’ve finished my exam..mcm da dpt agak pe yg dye nk citer sbnanye..)
Me : illi rase mcm da tau je..

Mummy : pe yg illi tau?

Me : pasal ayah ek??hmm..

She like so surprise that i can read her mind..

Mummy : mcm mane illi tau?

Me : i’ve the feeling..

Actually, mase blk raye aritu, da prasan sgt prangai ayh laen..bile ckp fon je, msti nk kuar umh..b4 dis xpnh lak smue mcm diam je la..wat xtau..rupenye, ayah ade mcm contact pompuan laen..tu sbnanye pe yg my mom nk mom tau bile nenek tibe2 dtg umh, n tanye adek..mane ayah?ayh pg2 ag da kuar..rupenye, nenek jmpe kete sbijik cam kete ayh kat pasar dahlia n just nmpk no plat 800..hruf dpn nenek sgt confident tu kete ayah..dye nmpk sblh driver tu ade pomp duduk..tros nenek bg tau my cam my mom defend ayh dpn nenek..mayb tu org laen kot..mmg 800 same,tp huruf dpn tu laen..pastu nenek pon cam dyam je la..

At the same tyme,my mom cam rase sumting wrong..dye snyap2 tgok hp ayah mlm2..n ade 1 no minah mom tros call n mmg btol ayh ngah bkawan ngan dye..that woman umur 26(same umur ngan my eldest bro)..jande..damn..dorg knl sbb ayh slalu maen golf kat RJCC n she is a waitress there..can’t u imagine?dahla beza ngan my dad nk kikis sungguh duet my dad..serious shit trok gell minah xde lelaki laen dlm dunia..

Ana my youngest systa bg tau my mom,ade 1 tyme ayh amek dye from tusyen n tros bwk g XTRA(hypermarket) dad suruh ana jln2 kat dlm n bg tau ayh nk btolkan hp..bile da nk blk tu,ana nmpk ayah ltak plastic bag kasut pompuan kat boot blkg kete..u guess what??that shoe is for minah xsdar diri tu..1day ag,kat angsana ayh mintak ana bacekan color mascara..dye nk colour itam..utk minah tu jgak..(sigh..)

My mom cite ag,pe smue yg my mom msg minah tu,minah tu foward kat ayh..ade ke mom soh dye jgn kaco ag..n dye kate bile dye mintak putus ngan ayh, ayh xcaye..knl baru 4 months tp dah cm mom mmg soh ayh explain btol2..n ayh mengaku la buat smue tu..ayh cam dah menyesal, family comes first..dye mintak maaf sgt2 kat my mom..mcm2 hal..syan my mom..even dye xnanges mase dye cite tu, but i know deep down her heart,seriously saket sgt..i can feel the same thing..hati pompuan..bile org yg kite trust,betray kite,rase mcm da xley caye ag that person..hmm..

My mom cume ckp that she just want sumone to listen n support her..she really hope that pe yg dye cite smue ni,xeffect my studies..n i just say that,she can talk to me whenever she want and i can be a good listener..i know she really tough to go tru all dis things..yes..i really know her..even susah mcm ne pon,dye akn try hadapi..i just hope n pray,”ya ALLAH,berikanlah mak aku kekuatan n ketabahan hati..smoga keluarga ku dijauhkn dr sgala malapetaka..AMIN.”

I really love my family..hope smuenye akn bertambah baik dgn cpt..
Ok illi..u must work hard for ur exam..just focus..jgn pk bende laen ag..
Really need ‘him’ rite now..tyme2 byk prob,tnsion..nk luah kat dye..i miss all his advice..but i don’t think so he want to think about me anymore..=(
Ok..i must go to sleep ryte da lewat..esok kne blaja sungguh2..

Sunday, October 26, 2008

thanx everyone 4 all ur wishes!!

to my housemates..ann,bib,lynn n farah..thanx 4 the celebration at chicken rice shop..with birthday cake ag..

people that give mssg :
geebjib : Epi besday.sory r xde adiah nk bg.
qis : Ili,hapy brthday.
ana : hepy burfday illi..
azerul : hapy birthday ilie..d'doakan semoge pjg umur & d'murahkan rezeki... :)
fizimizy : hye..if xslp now ur burfdy rite..hepi burfday :-D
Ejanne : siot arr.Br 1201.hehe.Anyway, happy birthday!
Matun : hapy birthday!
wiq : Assalamualaikum, hppy brthday to u 2x,hppy brthday to illi hppy brthday to u..slmat arie lahir yg ke 21..smogadipnjangkan umur dan dmurahkan rezeki serta dirahmati Allah..sempena arie lahir ini juga wiq mngmbil ksmpatn utk mengucapkn taniah kerana mnjadi kakak yg baik pd adk2 dan success selalu dlm kerja2 anda..i will support u..smoga kata2 nie mnjadi pedoman dan hikayat srta rialiti dalam erti kehidupan..wasalam..
Exact : Babe! Happy bday!glorious yrs ahead..Xoxo
Aja : Hoit!hepy birthday!huhu..sok g mkn kek k?hehe
karu' : geds, happy bday!muahx!
ayue : Guten tag ili! Zum geburtstag viel gluck, Zum geburtstag viel gluck, zum geburtstag liebe ili =)....zum geburtstag viel gluck!hehe mwahx2 lalink~
Yanti : illi..hapy besday..may good bless u..
yul : hepi birthday!smoga pnjg umo n murah rzki.may god always bless u.
Akmal : Slm.Happy 22nd b'day..Welcome 2 da club la.ha3.Anyways, smoge pjg umo n murah rezki.All da best 4 da final.
Ayah : Happy birthday my sweetheart, smoga dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik, dmurahkan rezki, dpanjangkn umur dan di perkukuhkan iman n succes dlm kuliahmu,we love u...
mariam : hepy bday.
Adek : happy bufday
loque : happy bday.wuteva u r wishing on ur special day, may ur wisheh come true..happy birthday
zoulley : hepy bday syg
Aiman : happy birthday u.
natc : happy birthday dear..sweet 21..
Ashu : Ashu nk ckp hapy bebeday je. mlm td try call ko tapi xdpt2. N tertdo plak. So, hpy,hpyday babe. Pnjg umo murah rezki. Ameen.

people that wish me tru calls :

people that wish me face to face :
amir jo

people that wish me tru net (facebook,fster,ym):
che kam
faiz shafiq
nadia asaari
nick aisy
weng teng

guyz..really appreciate all of it..muahx~
thanx again..

Friday, October 24, 2008

All is over..

haha..all tests were finished..ronggeng2 dulu baru nk stdy for final..masa presentation micro p,seriously horrible..provoc n syco 2-2 last, kene re-demo project calculator..huhu..last wednesday, smue cam da ok..calculator pon da ley display and function..xtau nape mase present aritu,smue xbley..mayb ade hikmah behind of all these,..kene demo blk on 5th nov..6th da exam..haha..hope smue ok nant..tonyte nk g umh house..yeay lepak ag..ngan titans..smlm my housemates da sambut my bufday..haha..awal 2 hari..because of ramai yg nk blk mase 25th..n citer plg sedey..smlm 12 o'clock sharp, my exbf wish me bufday..agak sdey sbb dye wish on 24th padahal my bufday on 25th..sdey kan2?tp at least he remember me..ntah..just miss him..but,he really did not appreciate ape yg da ade dpn mate..pape pon,hope my lyfe will be happier than before..tomoro,i'll be 21 years old..mcm cpt je mase blalu..thanx to my housemates for the celebrate last nyte..i really appreciate it..

Thursday, October 2, 2008's raya

ello everybody..sorry for not being here for a long being buzy with my projects n all house at s.alam did not have any access to quite difficult to online..have go to cc or my faculty to get wifi..n i've made the decision to online only at jb ..except, i do really need it for my assignments..i think,i should ask my housemates to install streamyx there..but it quite expensive for the 1st month la..

actually,cannot have fun too much during this raya hols..i've 2 tests next week and 2 projects to present which is none of that have completed..haha..1st project is control system..i have to explore more about robot arm the robot move,and what is inside the robot that can make it move..2nd project,i've to build my own calculator..n yet,nothing appears in my to present it??hope so that after dis hols,i can manage my time to complete all the tasks..anyone that know how to help me,plzz do contact me..

however,raya still raya..not easy to focus my study during hols,especially in jb..thank god i do not have final exam right after hols like buddy..sorry budsy..u have to work hard..huhu..
and i think im become quite tembam for eating n eating those kueh raya n laksa johor..hehe..thanx mum for made it for us..

btw,to all my friends n sesape je..HAPPY EID MUBARAK!!MAAF ZAHIR N BATIN..

Friday, August 22, 2008

when life goes down, go on..
when things goes wrong, move on..
ALLAH give us strength to preserve not to surrender..


ive got my own space to relieve whatever i want..
to all my friends out there, you are invited to drop by and read what i've written..
im grateful with what i have now..

im not afraid to fall in love..just, i dont want vexation anymore..
enough for what i've experienced before..
it makes me realize that whoever people that i love, doesnt mean that they do love me too..
whatever it is, lyfe must go on!
i still have my own family to give me support..
i still have titans to share my problem with..
and i still have ALLAH to give me strength to make my day more brightly tomorrow...